The friend I spoke of before has continued to stay throughout everything that has been happening. We got the group together to do an escape room (My very first one) and afterwards I found myself hitching a ride with another friend and having a very soul to soul sort of chat, I'm happy we found our footing again. My friend I think has an interest in him but I don't think she is ready to come to terms with her feelings but I gave her my blessings because I know she would be perfect for him and eventually they will find whatever else they desire together.
There's been hardships but despite those I am moving forward and I am getting back into my routine. I went to a dear friends wedding in Florida 2 weeks ago and my heart still has a great deal of positive feels for her since we have been friends since elementary school.
I've started going out with a group of people who are all kinda like me or are unique and it's been really nice. For many years i'd forgotten the world has a lot of pockets of goodness in it and I hope to keep looking for those pockets. I want to keep finding others like me and continue to move towards a healthier more me life.
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XbluesandX
23:53 Aug 01 2018
Congrats on your discovery of cool unique new friends, and finding goodness in unexpected places. :)